After a long time, finally I get the chance to write again. Practically speaking I am way doing well until someone came along and left something I can't explain in my heart and in my mind. Okay, so this "something" is a HE!!!! Yeah, you heard me. A guy who inspired me and motivated me in just a week. JUST a week. How cool is that??!!
Anyways, I won't go writing all our conversations or go detailed but what I really wanted to say is that this guy is really awesome and amazing. We've known each other and saw each other last December (2012) when I went home for a vacation in my country. We didn't really talk to each other that time (his gf is my friend). Uughhh!! I'll go straight to the story...
This month of November 2013 at the 10th day ('twas his birthday), started everything. I greeted him through Facebook and so he did reply. And that's it.... He has a problem though or which I can say he was in the state of moving on (you know what that means!!!). So we were like "do you have viber, wechat -- ok can i call, can you call" chat here and there. Talked about what happened (which I was so touched that he was so honest with me). We were like that for a week. His sweet, funny, had a good sense of humor and through the way he speaks to me is like "oh my gosh!! I just want to listen to his voice!! Haha!!" We were like super close, like we've known each other long time. He was open about stuffs. And who would have thought -- a guy who would volunteer his self to be the father of my son. No if's and but's. He was such a WONDERFUL person.
But after a week, i just woke up and been thinking if that week was all a dream or will I face reality that fast without him. No more conversations for 5 days already. I don't know how and where to contact him though i tried giving messages to all communication ways he had but still I ended with nothing. Yes!! I missed him and I am missing him until now. I hope he's okay.
I really don't know why I am feeling somehow depressed (little). I said to myself I won't expect anything -- no assurance and nothing at all. But here I am holding on to all that he said and to our plans to be. But I have to look forward. And this I said to myself : "I am resting my mind and heart for awhile. If he didn't come back until the 30th of November, I'm done. I'll set my spirit free. Stay happy and go on with my life like it's used to be, before he PASSED by."
Just then, It turned out that my prince charming became a frog and disappeared :(
"RIGHT HERE WAITING"
BitterSweet26_09
